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Happiness Is Hard To Find

by Pyre

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1.
Stare 01:40
Summertime once again and I can feel the warmth on my skin we sit beneath a tree in Fairmount with your head on my lap and I know that we have come so far together and we both know that we would do anything for each other and I can’t see myself going anywhere else but here in your arms where I have felt safest for so long I know sometimes it might feel like you are doing nothing helpful, but I just want you to know that you mean the world to me.
2.
Flies 01:39
Sweep me off my feet I’m in need of something sweet Grab me by the throat and beat the shit out of me Just like you used to Just like you used to Does it feel familiar? Does it give you power? Does it feel good to watch me cower? So, what the fuck does it feel like to have everything you ever want? Something seems so out of place and I can’t ever seem to piece myself out I can’t even remember who I am I’m trying to be honest but should I just kill myself?
3.
You never asked what we all wanted and we were starving half the time as all of our relationships began to unwind and the family fell apart We all knew it from the beginning we all knew where it would start In the end it was never about us just about who could get more fucked up I don’t know how you could live with yourself after that so why do I want it back? I don’t know how you could live with yourself after that so why do I want it back? I don’t know how you could live with yourself after that so why do I want it back? I don’t know how you could live with yourself after that so why do I want it back? I thought these days would never end I thought happiness was gone for good Oh, to be blissfully ignorant while you remained indifferent about your children’s suffering and I'm still struggling How many years later and I’m still fucking suffering?
4.
Every day it seems like we are moving backwards straight to the past and all the hope has shattered and lately it seems like we can’t be safe in our own skin wearing our own clothes and I’m so fucking scared to leave the house all alone We shouldn’t have to deal with all this fear just because we’re fucking queer It’s time to take back our comfort and our happiness in ourselves because if we let them take what little semblance of sanity we have left what does that make us other than meat? It’s time for us to stand up to all of those who have oppressed us because all of those who were silent were the first to be killed by them and I won’t sit idly by while I can be the one in between someone who can’t defend themself and a fascist who can’t exist without thinking they’ve won a war that they’ve always been losing. Every day is so much worse than the last and no matter how happy we are they always have to bring down our joy because their lives are so worthless and so full of so much fucking hate.

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released December 11, 2022

dan
dove
kayleigh
rob
rob

recorded by rob davis
album art by dove
thanks to mac for mastering

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